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Darklight
20:28 Sep 30 2007
Times Read: 555

I wait in silence

as the broken hearted devil reigns

i feel like an angel with its wings no more

hiding with fear near a burnt door

wishing and pleaing silently to end this pain

but to my own disdain i see none.



I wish to kill this loneliness

I wish to kill this aching in my heart

I wish this pain would cease to start.

Nothing but dreams and an empty shell remain

You have tattered what I had

You beat my love for you down into the past.



I Loved you and still do, only to realize im a fool.

I care and wish to have things the way they were

only to lie in darkness of this soulless bird

A raven eats the flesh of what once was there

as I am burdened to stare

At this state of pain and agony

You , merciless raven have killed my heart and soul

Something that I once held close.



Damn you to hell this charred heart of mine

Never again will I let you fall into his hands

This I swear.

Devils and demons scamper about

causing pain sickness and doubt

while, all the while, you linger there

letting her taste your lips as I dreamed of only tasting yours.



I now again lay in this cold bed as my heart grows cold.

Laying there dying ever slow.

Wishing this never happened

Only to end up saying I loved you once. I shall pray to someday love you again.

He doesnt see me
04:02 Sep 27 2007
Times Read: 558






He Doesnt see me

And he never will

He ignores what I hold dear

I feel as if he never wanted me here

I always longed for him to hold me

Instead he showed nothing but anger and scorn

Calling me nothing but a whore and liar

In my eyes his only desire is his lust

His sickening twisted lust

I cant believe those words I said

I still love you and Always will

But I wish we could be what we once were

Please dont ignore me if I say I do

Please dont hate me if I do something you like to do

Please dont let me die because of you.

my pain
01:08 Sep 07 2007
Times Read: 563

My life seems to flow around you

Our hearts beat as one as the suns and moons

Rise and fall

I wish that the morning would hear my call

I wish that the love I have for you would be held by you once again.

You tossed me aside like a useless toy

You still love me you say but my eyes and heart seemed to fall and delay

Here I stand, now all alone.

Waiting for my life to return to the way things were before

My love is burning once more

I feel like I need to hang myself

I feel like my heart is being burned alive.

These tender roses pass me by

The roses you gave to me

The love I gave to you.

It feels like its my fault

You always say it was never my fault

You say that you will love me forever

When I see you my heart cries

I forgave you

I feel like I shouldnt remember

I feel like I have to die

My misery is calling

My pain is inside

Waiting

Waiting for me to say goodbye.